Foggy Inside

2009-01-30T15:16:00.001-08:00

i don't do the blog thing anymore... there are too many options now to get what you want to say out. faster. shorter. simple. twitter.com/sinatao. or look me up on facebook. oh, also, thanks to zain, rosinatao.com is up for my photos =)

2007-11-18T17:21:00.000-08:00

two types of pitches that i have been working on. one for people who care about the tech world:From idea to launch in 54 hours? In a mere weekend, is it possible for more than 100 strangers to focus on one idea and produce a strong startup? True story. Startup Weekend, the creation of Andrew Hyde, is a social experiment which locks a team of strangers in a room and asks them to create

2007-07-28T13:16:00.000-07:00

hello. i didn't really have intention to post, but the previous posts need to be pushed out of the way a bit. things are very different now. things are very changed.

2007-07-17T14:36:00.000-07:00

OMG! i figured it out! why i'm sad.things can only get worse at this point. and that's terrible!

2007-07-17T12:01:00.000-07:00

no. screw that. not letting this crappy gloom cloud get the better of me. i'm going to be productive today. and have a lovely dinner. it'll be a great day. no matter how horribly it started.

2007-07-17T11:20:00.000-07:00

tired --> frustrated --> random tearful explosionsnot sleeping --> time to think --> random bouts of cryingARDlc: are you ok sina?me: i'm so tiredme: i cant sleep anymoreme: i went to sleep at 1:30 and woke up at 6.me: was able to sleep from 7-8 but...me: i'm so tiredme: too tiredme: like when you are too hungry and you dont feel hungry anymoreme: i'm so tired and its frustrating... so

2007-07-17T09:40:00.000-07:00

i'm having trouble sleeping. i think i'm getting old. i used to be the best at sleeping. i was pro. i never had problems until this year. and lately! geez! the past couple weeks have been killer.i was up early and start thinking. thinking. and it's so loud in my head. and behind all of that i can almost hear a grandfather clock ticking. timing. counting. how long it's been. how much longer there

2007-07-15T10:37:00.000-07:00

i'm a sad person...but also happy. like how everyone knows i'm an angry person, but i don't really hate anyone enough to do anything horrible. i don't like to see people hurt. but sometimes it's just another part of life that we have to work through.anyway. the point is. i'm not who i want to be yet and someday i will be. i'm excited for that eventuality.

2007-07-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

any commercial where people dance around with garden shears open and pointing forward...any commercial where the ground is covered in "cute" scissors snapping at people's hands......bad idea

2007-07-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

why would i want to live here? in a house where i'm not allowed to eat or go out when i want to. after living like a human, why would i want to be your pet? i can only eat what and when you tell me i can. i can only go out where and when you tell me i can. this is ridiculous. how old am i again? and you wonder why i never come home...

2007-07-05T17:54:00.000-07:00

alan left for san diego on sunday.on friday before he left, we took a random walk and got to have dinner at fisherman's wharf.

2007-06-09T12:33:00.000-07:00

ShanghaiFriday - Landed at Pudong Airport at 5:25 pm.The flight was fine. Not horribly uncomfortable.... but for some reason I couldn't sleep for even an hour at a time... and it was only twice... I watched a few of the movies they showed, but it was an older 747-400 so there wasn't a screen at every seat. I was glad for my new Razer ear buds which help eliminate outside noise enough that I

2007-05-30T13:54:00.000-07:00

i was ok with cancelling lots of things the first time...but then i was allowed to uncancel and i got excited.got my hopes upwas told that it was officialthen i had to cancel again. this sucks ass.

2007-05-25T12:27:00.001-07:00

next yearnone of my friends on reg staffi dont want to know who is dependable and who isnt...doesnt help that i'm not.sigh....it's been a tough day. few days. week. it's been a tough week.

2007-05-23T17:25:00.001-07:00

do you know what it means to make a commitment? you don't sign on for something if you don't know what you are getting into. and you don't bail after you have committed yourself and then found out that you don't want to do it. you get people in trouble. the people who vouched for you. why did you jump on in the first place? you must be one of those people that tim would call a moron. that makes

2007-05-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

blogging cuz i want people to know i wasn't ignoring them.so, friday i headed up to davis and friday night alan, kevin, kent, and i started the basic rider course in woodland. class again saturday morning and sunday morning. monday, i headed back to sf after lunch with sam. the plan was to study for my tuesday med micro lab final. i was unloading the car when i realized i had forgotten all my med

2007-03-07T20:23:00.000-08:00

i have itchy red spots all over my arms and legs and my face is getting some strange bumpiness and swelling (but not red anymore...)

2007-02-25T20:04:00.000-08:00

i think i'm getting two wisdom teeth taken out tomorrow.... i've never had a tooth removed before. i'm scared.

2007-02-23T19:48:00.000-08:00

sad. .... ... .. maybe being in school for more than one quarter/semester just makes me depressed... maybe it's the weather. maybe it's just stress.. maybe i don't handle stress well... whatever it is, it doesn't help that the person i turn to is always surrounded by friends and having fun but depressed also when i call to talk.

2007-02-01T15:03:00.000-08:00

hehehe... oh those brits...http://www.users.globalnet.co.uk/~mentor01/song.htm

2006-12-09T20:12:00.000-08:00

look who 819 is

2006-11-14T21:41:00.000-08:00

wow.. havent blogged in a long ass time.winnie and i are doing yoga! our cheap 30-day trial just ended so we're going to have to start paying more i guess... i'm taking classes at hayward state which is actually now "cal state east bay" which sounds stupid. maybe i'm just not used to it.. so i'm just gonna stick with hayward for now, k?dayna is my most favorite radio dj ever. actually.. she may

2006-10-02T16:56:00.000-07:00

if you committed THE biggest breach of my trust, you should not be expecting me to be a complete friend to you. we have a very incomplete friendship. you don't have my total trust. understand that.

2006-09-21T16:51:00.000-07:00

today, a quotation from josh blue cuz he's awesome:"why be sad when you can have fun"

2006-09-20T23:06:00.000-07:00

what?? where television goes to feel better?? ha! man did i cry for the grey's season finale... (yeah i missed it the first time.. i missed a lot of last season but caught up over the summer)

2006-09-20T17:42:00.000-07:00

hahaha this older man,tully, was kicking ass on cash cab... $1125 with 2 strikes.. awesome. i wanna be hella chill like him when i win $1125. smart and stylin' .. over 1000 and he didnt even go for the video bonus question... awesome. tully, you are an awesome guy. you are probably a kick ass grampa to some little girls.

2006-09-18T16:29:00.000-07:00

so yeah.... a lot of people keep asking me and i always answer but i always get this feeling of embarrassment in the pit of my stomach... actually that's how it is with a lot of things: i try to make it sound like its no big deal to me, but on the inside i'm scared/worried/nervous that i'm going to be judged or criticized... sigh...what am i doing lately? what have i done since graduating?

2006-09-18T10:28:00.000-07:00

alan came down for the weekend =D and so he got to be at poker night and that was fun... and then saturday he was kidnapped by kevin to go train in milpitas and we went out for dessert and sandwiches after that and then we 3 met up with winnie and anthony in fremont... and sunday we got to have a day together and that was very nice.

2006-09-12T17:03:00.000-07:00

thoughts from the serial monogamist:so i was talking with a friend the other day and i repeated something that another friend of mine used to say a lot. about how if there's no ring, there are no rules. yada yada yada. so i started thinking about it... it's crap! so you dont have a ring... what does that mean? is that little strip of metal so important?remember the end of 4 weddings and a funeral

2006-08-28T15:11:00.000-07:00

highlights from this weekend:friday i visited ashley's dorm room! and i bought a dustbuster handvac at bed bath and beyond!saturday winnie and i went up to davis and had lunch with the guys at hoa viet.. then we were off to the state fair! (minus alan *sad face* he couldn't come cuz he was waiting for keda to call and come pick up his stuff)we saw turkules the 55 lb turkey! and tried the krispy

2006-08-28T15:08:00.000-07:00

i <3 mad about you"they aren't really periods. they're more like exclamation points."

2006-08-16T18:00:00.000-07:00

tell me: why are shaved-headed drivers hot?jason statham. ben bailey.i wonder wonder why.

2006-08-09T16:55:00.000-07:00

i just realized something whilst chatting with the alan: paris hilton is good for me. she makes me healthier. because i like to dislike. everyone knows that. i'm quick to hate and love and things like that. (although i'm always allowed to change my mind) ... and, as i told alan, i like everyone more now that there's someone lower to compare them to.

2006-07-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

i'm sadwithout car(broke down, in shop, more than 2 weeks)without phone(dying, cant hear or be heard, can only see who is calling and text)

2006-07-17T16:25:00.000-07:00

back from camping...jason only has one week off this summer, so i decided we had to plan something fun. we went camping at clear lake state park. eric, will, and i went up early as we could on friday and checked in, getting a primo site (102) and corey arrived soon after and we all went fishing. i learned how to cast. AND corey taught me how to skip stones!!! truly exciting. that night alan and

2006-07-07T16:28:00.000-07:00

lalala...watched pirates of the caribbean 2 last night with ashley, will, and jason. midnight showing. i had no idea that there would be that many people. and that they would be dressed as pirates and stuff... i mean, i expect that sort of thing from star wars movies and lord of the rings, but not pirates. *shrug* anyhow. it was alright. i mean, as it was going, i thought it was great! but then

2006-07-01T13:22:00.000-07:00

so emotional. everything sets me off.like i finally bought the pefect pair of cropped pants. but they were ruined the first day i wore them.

2006-07-01T01:34:00.000-07:00

maybe it's from being home... or. dare i say it. from sitting still for so many days. lethargy much?

2006-07-01T01:30:00.000-07:00

maybe my sadnesses are seasonal... maybe they are just cyclic and non-calendar dependent... dunno.

2006-06-30T16:32:00.000-07:00

i'm sad enough. i dont want to be alone, but you should leave me alone cuz you only make me sadder.blah!!!! stop making me feel worse for not being there when i already feel bad enough without your help.

2006-06-29T15:29:00.000-07:00

i got home before midnight last night, but ashley and i were talking (oh and will haha) and we kept talking until 2!!thinking a lot about relationships and communication-- which is super important. i used to keep things to myself. especially in my first major relationship. maybe it was because it was my first major relationship. but yeah. i had low self esteem which really only stemmed from that

2006-06-27T11:35:00.000-07:00

(01:38) NeoGohan: ok good nite =)(01:38) sinatao: nite(03:31) sinatao: omg sinatao: i'm the stupidest person ever sinatao: so i was going to go to bed when i told you that i was, but first i had to go out to my car and get my cell phone ear piece so i could use it to talk to alan. so i go out to the car and get the ear piece and come back to the front door and it's locked. i locked myself out.

2006-06-26T22:54:00.000-07:00

Jason: no...I don't know him that well sinatao: thats weirdJason: really a friend of a friend but I am the experienced guy sinatao: haha indeed sinatao: of that i am certain sinatao: =P sinatao: heheheheJason: he might have seen me do it once

2006-06-26T15:24:00.000-07:00

Sam, Ashley, Will, LA, AX, Disneyland, pirate dinner, hollywood bowl, sigh... oh. and playing with DS lites and.. blackmail...--or--SF, Piedmont, Bay Days, Davis, friends AND family, fireworks from my hill top, bbq, stunt kiting, oh and probably also playing with DS lites. and getting stuff together like my resume and applying for jobs and getting enough sleep each night and getting back into a

2006-06-22T23:45:00.001-07:00

so... i'm back. and still tired. don't feel like i've gotten to really rest in months. ireland and scotland and italy. piedmont and sf and davis. fanime. shanghai. so tired. i really want a rest... and to think about what to do with my life. sigh.... after getting the rejection from USF, i'm back in the same place i was a year ago when i first graduated and didn't know what to do and went off to

2006-06-22T20:07:00.000-07:00

Jen100582: so i told her i'd find out wehre you were sinatao: just got back from shanghai today sinatao: this morning Jen100582: how was it? sinatao: hot sinatao: sticky sinatao: humid sinatao: messy sinatao: loud sinatao: confusing sinatao: stressful sinatao: tiring sinatao: yummy Jen100582: haha

2006-06-13T11:11:00.000-07:00

heading out soon. SHANGHAI!!! wooohoooo!!!! yummy food. yummy food. i have to focus cuz the rest of it might not be much fun. hehe well.. see ya when i see ya.

2006-06-10T16:55:00.000-07:00

it's been a sad couple of days... i mean. i'm so happy to be back in the sf house. really really happy. but then.. you know how you can be happy, and other things are happening that make you sad? i've been sad lately with these happy things thrown in to confuse me.

2006-06-08T17:05:00.000-07:00

hehe.... so i'm a little worried about how fanime people see me. cuz for the past few weeks i have been stressed and tired. actually. ... it's been a while and the exhausted feeling hasn't passed yet. i want to relax and sit and not have to go anywhere. i haven't lived in one place for a week. i feel like settling down for a month or two. sigh...but yeah. so because i've been so moody, if i

2006-06-08T17:03:00.000-07:00

rar to stupid people. you are a waste of time.

2006-06-04T19:01:00.000-07:00

i've never wanted to punch you more than right now.

2006-05-31T18:13:00.000-07:00

sina : happy duan wu jie sina : lalala sina: i love this holiday sina : we get to eat one of my favorite foods Tim : what is the purpose of this holiday? sina : =D sina : yay! sina : its to celebrate the life of this guy from a long time ago sina: he was a poet philosopher that was respected and much loved sina: he was the king's favorite sina : and he loved the king and was

2006-05-24T20:47:00.000-07:00

oh geez cutest commercial!!! there's this guy and girl sitting on a bench and they don't seem to know each other or anything. then the guy starts making/humming the classic cell phone ring tone and kinda pats down his pockets and looks at her like "is it yours?" and then opens his back pack and pulls out a bottle of coke and twists the cap to release the first psst poof. holds the bottle up to

2006-05-16T17:21:00.000-07:00

just gonna cut and paste. dont want to tell the whole story again. tiring. so this is the basics of what i'm telling people. detail-less, but u get the picture.Winnie: did your flight get massively delayed?sinatao: had trouble getting on the flight from dublin to londonsinatao: then in london, they didnt have any info for mesinatao: as in, no seat for me on the full flightsinatao: the fact that

2006-05-16T16:34:00.000-07:00

tonight at 9 is the hour long season finale of scrubs on nbc.... but it's also the 2 hour long season finale of boston legal on abc with the return of michael j fox... decisions decisions...

2006-05-16T13:15:00.000-07:00

u know how we all use blogger (well not so much now) and other blog sites and yada yada yada... know whats popular over in ireland? bebo. so start your bebo site so that i can have more friends please :) thank you

2006-05-16T13:12:00.000-07:00

well i'm back... worst day of flights ever. united lost my reservation so it was all stress... anyways. more on that later. bit of news.. i'm heading to shanghai for a week to help my mom with some things.. june 8-18... i'm thinking of keeping up my travelpod site... if i can just remember my username and pw...

2006-05-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

i love it out here. i think i'll be more ireland-sick when i get home than i am homesick here in ireland. i miss people though. i miss you a lot.last weekend steph and i went out to edinburgh and took a trip to loch ness.... it was a fun tour and the tour company kicks major butt (haggis tours), but it sort of wasted a day. it's a glorified tourist stop... not worth seeing, but i don't regret it

2006-04-25T15:35:00.000-07:00

i really like it out here. it's so much nicer to travel as a "temporary resident" than a tourist. no hotels. laundry and whatever. wandering. lalala. i booked a day tour for tomorrow though: newgrange. and the day after that i'm heading on a train to take a day tour of cork and blarney castle. haven't decided yet if i'll kiss the blarney stone =Plast weekend was brill. we went down to tuam and i

2006-04-23T16:22:00.000-07:00

i'm in ireland again. very last minute. but i love it here. ..... ...but then again:adam: harro!sinatao: sigh...sinatao: hiadam: whats wrongadam: ?sinatao: i should stop using the internet out heresinatao: all i get from it is stress and bad newsadam: aiyaaa.. :o(adam: sorriesadam: i dont have any bad news that pertains to u, so no worries!sinatao: hasinatao: dunnosinatao: u mightsinatao: once

2006-04-10T02:38:00.000-07:00

Alan's Birthday! well, it was yesterday, the 9th.he left around noon when he got pseudo-paged for his first "gig" where he gets to cut (yay!)... i ate with kevin then studied with winnie and adam when kevin went back to the bay.winnie and i baked cupcakes and decorated them with sprinkles that spell out "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN!!! 25" and we watched tv and i catalog-shopped with sarah.. then winnie,

2006-03-23T18:09:00.000-08:00

i think i screwed myself over. i don't usually need someone to lean on. but then there are those times when i'm weak and i need help. it's always at those times that, even if people i care about are just being normal, i feel hurt and betrayed that they aren't being supportive. but it's sort of my own fault because i never asked for their support before, so how do they know i need help now? like

2006-03-22T17:51:00.000-08:00

headachefeveri haven't been sick in more than 2 yearsthis has been sneaking up on me for days and i thought i had it under controlbut noso i missed out on going to the asian american film festival with chris to see a documentary his friend helped make.BLAH!!

2006-03-20T17:01:00.000-08:00

my grandpa died last week. thursday. i had just been in to see him on wednesday. it was really difficult to see him lying there.i was a lot closer to him than i was to my other grandpa who died last year. and maybe that is what makes it harder to pinpoint moments with him. we spent a lot of time with him. and we lived closer so we could be together often. one of my earliest clear memories is so

2006-03-05T10:54:00.000-08:00

so much to say.my sister was visiting and surprised us on the last days with a bob! it was very exciting. so we got a group of people to pizza orgasmica the night he landed and had a good time. photos are up.on monday, we three plus dennis had a nice time exploring the city and then, after dropping dennis off, we went home to have prime rib dinner with the family. a candlelit prime rib dinner.

2006-02-25T01:03:00.000-08:00

i'm sad. and there's always one person who you feel like you can talk to, right? but i'm scared. scared and sad. scared.oh what a day... i don't know what it was. it wasn't good it wasn't bad. it was so odd... like. miscellaneous day. i've had a couple days like this before. where a lot happens but it's not as if i did all that much. just... a lot happens.you want your dreams to come true?

2006-02-24T17:42:00.000-08:00

my recurring childhood nightmare came true just now. and this morning i woke from a nightmare that came true almost immediately. today shouldn't have been a bad day. i went shopping in the city with my sister. but i suppose it isn't wrong to say that today was a nightmare.

2006-02-02T22:12:00.000-08:00

man! it's like everytime i start to like someone on the show, they get kicked off! rar! so bye bye tristan.... oh well.

2006-02-02T21:30:00.000-08:00

ok... here's a post that's sort of for eugenia (and will only make sense to other b&g2 viewers):omg. tyson got kicked off. yeah i'm a week late cuz i watched last week's ep last night.... aww tyson.. and thais was so cute. so yeah. i felt totally bad for tristan because she's being targeted for her partner who was an ass on the first episode... and she wasn't even originally his partner.. it's

2006-01-25T10:04:00.000-08:00

ok... this is how i think it works: what's up. (sup, wassup, etc) can be used as a greeting (hello) or as a question (whatcha up to?) but it's not right to use it as a question if you initiated the conversation:*ring ring*me: hello?caller: hi its me.me: oh hi.caller: whassup?*cough cough* empty space of quiet because i refuse to answer that.acceptable:*ring ring*me: hello?caller: sup. blah blah

2006-01-22T16:44:00.000-08:00

The Peach Random Gentle Love Master (RGLMf) Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach.For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you're surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don't get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace

2006-01-22T16:09:00.000-08:00

hahahai feel the exact same way!!! i didnt watch the show last season and it wasn't until i saw tyson on the commercials that i actually wanted to. lol... smart marketing kids, realizing that seeing an adorable chinese guy will make a lot of asians tune in to support him. and last week he dissed that fool american idol chinese guy. muahaha...

2006-01-12T11:58:00.000-08:00

i'm going to be offline starting tomorrow until after the test... i think that will help me focus... my way of avoiding the drama that always seems to happen right before test-time when i really really don't need it. talk to u then, bye bye...

2006-01-10T16:59:00.000-08:00

not a great day... not a great couple days... sigh...how about this for a disclaimer:don't talk to me if you will cause drama or any sort discomfort, pain, sadness, etc..at least not for 9 days.

2006-01-10T14:42:00.000-08:00

haha... ok ok it's not so bad, but since everyone's calling it the "best" i suppose i will also link it as the best blonde joke ever!

2005-12-25T16:52:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!this season is one of those great things that makes people better people... you may wonder why people can't just be good people all year round, but you shouldn't. you should just appreciate the time we have with good people... good people like your family.steph's in ireland this year for christmas and we miss her. its kind of an empty christmas. but she is in galway surrounded by

2005-12-14T13:11:00.000-08:00

i was stressed and giving myself acid reflux so i've rescheduled my test for january. i think its probably better to schedule them earlier than a few weeks in advance. yes yes. ok. that's my update. bye bye.

2005-12-05T17:40:00.000-08:00

dominic, referring to george clooney when he was on ER: i wanted him to operate on me...

2005-11-10T08:38:00.000-08:00

i went to davis again this past weekend.. it wasnt really planned but i decided to go at the last minute since dennis was going up and offered a ride. we also brought kris up (and his friend mika) but he didnt hang out with us! it was sad... but he had stuff with his other friends friday night, and he had to leave saturday morning... too bad cuz saturday was diana's birthday!Happy Birthday!!!

2005-11-09T13:14:00.000-08:00

the girl in gokusen (live action) looks like an asian version of keira knightley. lucky. i wish i looked like an asian version on keira knightley.

2005-11-02T22:36:00.000-08:00

i took an extended weekend trip to davis and i had a lot of fun... sigh... i'm just not doing all that great in sf. i've been avoiding blogging it. thought it would go away. dunno what to say. maybe it's the weather, but... how can i blame wanting to stay in bed all day on the weather when i havent even looked outside. sigh... being in davis just reminds me how sad i am here.

2005-10-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

hehehe there was screeching. so fun! like. i mean. whoa i was having fun. but when i knocked over a couple cones, WHOA was i having fun!! hehehe

2005-10-20T14:44:00.000-07:00

haha... i know it's thursday, but i wanna post on the weekend that just passed.i went up to davis to visit cuz i haven't seen alan in more than a month and i havent even seen their new apt! so yay! picked up kevin from school--ahh old times. i met dominic and surprised alan! boo! hehe... it was a fun weekend. friday alan winnie and i went to see the corpse bride! it was good. fun. and then we

2005-10-20T00:01:00.000-07:00

there will be no big ireland post. the photos are up so you can go look at them... and ask me about the trip, i'd love to tell... so much to tell. take your pick of topics. dublin's fair city. galway. farming on quads. hung over goodness. guinness. amsterdam and the stalker. brussels and the hotel search. paris and the walking til 2 am because of badness. the pick-pocket. versailles, the louvre,

2005-10-19T17:35:00.000-07:00

use google? use blingo. it's the same search engine (it is google), but they choose a few times everyday and if you do a search at that time, you win a prize. if you are referred by me, then when you win, i win too! alan's sister won movie tickets. it looks like a lot of people win movie tickets, but the site give bigger prizes sometimes too. anyways. let me refer you, please?

2005-10-04T16:50:00.000-07:00

from erin's blog: the cutest bunny awwww... why wont the girl bunnies sleep with him?!?! poor thing...*update*Everyone else has had more sex than me.Everyone else has had more sex than me.Everyone else has had more sex than me.Does anyone else get that feeling?Teenagers naked,Couple in threesGrandparents swing from the ceiling.Everyone else has had more sex than me.Everyone else has had more sex

2005-10-03T13:07:00.000-07:00

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2005-10-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

had so much fun in ireland! will do that big post about the trip soon. but yeah. just saying hi, i'm back in the bay. got back thursday night and slept. visited dennis friday around 10 or 11 and got home around 2. and then i slept and slept and slept.. meant to sleep for an hour or two. didnt wake up til 5 when my mom and brother woke me to see if i wanted to go to dinner. i didnt. i stayed in

2005-09-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

here i am in dublin. just woke up. had a lovely first day here. gonna shower in a bit but just wanted to introduce something to you: budda bags.they're these big to enormous sized bean bag chairs... but they arent bean bags. they're... weird. you sort of sink in and... *shrug* like its made of big memory foam balls... super comfy. way priceyok then. have a nice time at the place you are at. and

2005-09-06T20:13:00.000-07:00

hello.it's 8:13 and i'm about to head out to safeway to get some foods to cook.i just wanted to say hello. alan's conserving minutes so i can't call him. but i want to say hi to him. i like him. a lot. lalala. i want to call him and say hi. better yet, i want to be in davis.oh. here's something you didn't know. i'm going to ireland on sunday to visit my sister. i'll be gone for a couple weeks-ish

2005-08-31T21:00:00.000-07:00

sigh...oh my goodness.so, i've moved. i'm officially residing in SF... alone. everyone is elsewhere. in the east bay, in ireland, and, most of all, in davis. monday was ok cuz i stole dennis to keep me company all day. and tuesday i met up with jen in the east bay. today. today i was alone. all day. the weather has been beautiful (from looking out the window)... and... today. i was all alone.

2005-08-28T15:17:00.000-07:00

re: rosina.shutterfly.comif this makes you want to open a shutterfly account, let me know. if i refer friends i can get 10 free prints or something. thanks!

2005-08-25T14:33:00.000-07:00

4.0 mile walk this sunday in dixon for educationso far:me, alan, kevin, dennis-in-spirit, winnie, corey, kim, kolina, diana, sarah, lindsay, jacky? yann? eric?...let me know if u want to be part of our team.price. the entry form says $12 for individuals, but we are going as a team, so we'll get some sort of discount. maybe $10 per person.details. carpooling to dixon at 6:45. parking at Park &

2005-08-24T22:20:00.000-07:00

i'm happy! i started using shutterfly a while back and i just found out that you can share pictures with people who arent members. *phew* isn't that nice? so here're some photos...

2005-08-20T12:25:00.000-07:00

i was trying to think of a calming meditation-type thing for alan.. i said something like "calm down" and i decided to focus on the word calm.it starts with a C. pronounced like a K so it's one of the harshest sounds you can make. it doesn't even use your voice, it's just a harsh violent noise.next it moves on to an A. which calms from a K because it's a vowel. that's always a nice break on your

2005-08-17T10:14:00.000-07:00

so alan and i are at java ca studying.... and i gotta tell ya, today is going to be great! *knock knock*woke up at 5:30 ... went jogging at 6. showered. went and got some jamba for us and kevin. came to java for studying... there's this adorable group of grammas and a grampa lounging on the couches behind us. they're reminescing on old times and its really just... adorable. the guy has a

2005-08-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

dennis posted pictures from the kite festival. most of them are of baby cuz his mom told me to be shutter-happy.

2005-08-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

been working all night on my resume, and i can say that i'm done... except for one little thing.what order do you think things go in?education first or last?skills first? before education? at the end?so confused. rar! please respond. i want to know what to do.

2005-08-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

dont really have time to post, but wanted to make a quick blurb about the drive up to davis today with kevin. we saw a decal on the back window of a truck. it was a picture from the side/front of a lady bending over in a bikini. it said HOOTERS on top and beside the picture on either side it said "liquor in the front" and "poker in the back"... muahahaha. then another car driving behind that

2005-07-28T12:07:00.000-07:00

ALvyN: im not fullfilled sinatao: aww sinatao: how come? ALvyN: i was expecting a climax ALvyN: now i just ahve blue balls... sinatao: sexy sinatao: bring your big blue balls on over here sinatao: kevin can help you with that ALvyN: you should have just quit right there whilst thou was ahead